Kerry Katona hoped fourth wedding would be cancelled after past heartbreak

Kerry Katona has admitted that she hoped her wedding ceremony to Ryan Mahoney could be cancelled after her three failed marriages left her with anxiousness

Kerry Katona has admitted that she hoped her wedding ceremony could be cancelled as a consequence of her anxiousness.

The previous Atomic Kitten singer, 40, is engaged to Ryan Mahoney, and he will probably be husband quantity 4.

She was married to singer Brian McFadden from 2002 to 2006, taxi driver Mark Croft from 2007 to 2011 and George Kay from 2014 to 2017.

Brian cheated on her, Mark spent her fortune as she battled an dependancy to cocaine and he or she accused George, who died in 2019 after a drug overdose, of abusing her.

And Kerry admitted that the considered getting married once more made her “really feel sick”.

She instructed the MailOnline: “I saved considering ‘I hope it will get cancelled. I hope it will get cancelled.’ Truthfully, I had this large worry… it made me really feel sick…

“It turned my abdomen excited about a marriage and strolling down the aisle in entrance of all of these individuals once more. I believed, no. I can not consider something worse.”

Kerry mentioned that she solely ever wished to be cherished however she “went about it the unsuitable method”.

She added: “Not that Ryan is something remotely like several three of them put collectively.

“Not an oz of any of them. However you simply begin to assume ‘it should be me.'”

Kerry lately admitted that she is affected by post-traumatic stress dysfunction (PTSD) as a consequence of her three failed marriages.

She instructed the Each day Star: “I’ve positively obtained post-traumatic stress from my marriages.

“Particularly from my final marriage – we by no means obtained divorced me and George – I could not consider something worse than getting married once more.”

However she mentioned that assembly Ryan modified her opinion on tying the knot for a fourth time.

Kerry additionally admitted that she did not anticipate to have 5 youngsters with three totally different dads, however her previous relationships have put her the place she is now.

She shares daughters Molly, 19, and Lilly-Sue, 18, with McFadden, daughter Heidi, 14, and son Max, 13, with Croft, and daughter Dylan-Jorge, seven, with Kay.

“[Ryan’s] fully modified the whole lot,” Kerry mentioned. “We’re all entitled to be completely happy and all of us need to be cherished it doesn’t matter what.

“Everybody deserves a cheerful ever after. But it surely’s taken me a very long time to understand that.”

Kerry went on: “It is not like once I was 15 I used to be like, ‘After I develop up I will get married 4 instances and have 5 youngsters with totally different surnames and three totally different dads – I can not wait.’

“However I would not be on the trail I am on with out these marriages.”